My Love for Him & R.I.P Uncle Galen

There is a bible verse that I held on to for a while because I wasn't wanting to rush into love and I still don't.  It talks about how love is patient, kind, does not boast and how trusting it is.  Well, I believe that bible verse because love was just that for me.  With praying to the Lord for me to being patient with love and him finding someone who loves me for me and for someone who doesn't wish to change me, I am thankful that today I can say he has blessed me.

Most people say that I am too young to know love, but really most don't know me.  I can possibly be more mature than anyone one who is just starting to get out there in the world.  Love hits a lot of people and most start in the younger years less than the age of 18.  I have heard of plenty of couples falling in love when their in High School and end up getting married and being married for 10+ years.

I don't really care about how people think I should feel towards my boyfriend because they cannot control the feelings that I have for him.  They cannot even tell me things about him that they have heard because whether some or true or not, I still love Zac because he is sweet to me and every time I think about him, hear his voice or even spend time with him, I fall more in love with him.

I know that I have had not the greatest of a past but guess what, no one in the world is fucking perfect.  Everyone has had something go on in the past that they wish they could just forget.  But at sometimes it is very hard to forget about what happen.  I know that I could never forgive myself for ever thinking I could end my own life.  But shit happens.

Baby, all I gots to say is that I want you to be there for me when I feel like I am going to fall on my knees.  I want you to pick me up when I can't pick myself up.  You mean the world to me and I am sure that I mean the world to you.  I don't care what my family thinks of you, you are my world and nothing but my world.  I am sorry but I am sure that I have said that a lot but I feel that if I was to lose you, I would lose a reason to be happy.
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R.I.P Galen W. Davis May 20, 1959-March 27, 2003: I miss you Uncle Galen

Uncle Galen,

I know that God will deliver this letter to you.  I just want to say that today was really hard.  I sort of got excited to be going to grandmas for Christmas because I was going to see you.  But then I remembered that you were not here with us and I almost cried.  I wish that I could see you again because I really want you to meet Zac.  Yes he's my boyfriend and I think that he is the one.  He keeps me on my toes and I keep him on his toes.  He's a very nice guy, I am sure that you'd like him if you got the chance to meet him.

Corey pissed me off today.  He wasn't there and I was also looking forward to seeing him.  I haven't seen him in a year so right now that added some disappointment because I wanted to tell him all about Zac and plus I wanted to see Davey, Chance, and Victoria.  Those are all Corey's kids and they are so adorable.  Well, Davey isn't, but Corey is working on adopting him.

Grandma had Cilia and Dad go through the stuff from the hutch that you like.  Someone asked who was getting the hutch and grandma said that it was gonna go to you.  That's when I had to look at the picture grandma has of you in the dining room.  I really miss you.  When are you going to be painting me a picture?  I want a pretty one.  I want pretty raindrops and lighting bolts.

I just wanted to say that I love you.  And I MISS YOU TERRIBLY.

Love,
Mandi

First Semester Complete

Well, hello all.  I would like to let you know that I am still currently working on typing the contract at the moment and haven't gotten to finish it.  I think that I will still be working on it but I have gotten around to getting business cards, notepads, and a stamp for the business.  I will update you more on the business on http://mdesigns.wordpress.com.

I just completed my first semester of college over at Monroe County Community College and I am really happy that I have almost a month to relax and focus on making money.  Of course you all know that I working full-time and that I do have a business as well.  But I passed my final exam for Math 090 and I really can't tell you what I got because I did not find out exactly what I got on my final exam.  All I know is I stayed in the class until he said I passed.

I worked almost a whole month on getting my research paper done for English 151 and then Wednesday after getting out of work, I worked on my portfolio project so that I could turn it in that night.  In which I did and I was out of my english class quicker then I was out of my math class.  But it was all good for as long as I was in that class.

Like I said I can focus on getting my business going and maybe Jason might help me.  Well, later.
Later.Peace.Love
Mandi

First Contract Was Signed

Friday, December 07, 2007 was a big day for MD Designs.  MD Designs had it's first contract signed by KGB Dark (Chris McGriff is the owner of the site).  Even though the contract was a rough draft, I was signed and as soon as it is typed, processed and copied I will find a way to get it downloaded into the computer so that you guys are able to preview a copy.

MD Designs just also wants to say that I will be having the blog posts for MD Designs on this blog as of today.  Like I said, I will get a copy posted soon.  Right now I am busy with working on getting ready for my exams for the Fall Semester.

Thank You,
Mandi Davis
Student at MCCC
Owner/Operator of MD Designs

Hey I'm So Tired

Wow has time flown. It seems just like only a few days ago I just started classes for the Fall Semester and I only have 4-5 more classes left and I'll be done for the Fall Semester at Monroe County Community College. I have registered for the Winter as I am super duper excited to get my Associates Degree in Website Design.

Just last night I finished typing out my four page research paper rough draft and now I found out that I am going to have to have another rough draft for Thursday which I think that I am not going to have that one because I want to relax tomorrow because I don't normally get a day to relax.

Well, I am doing a few things before I have to go to bed. Goodnight folks

Lauching of MD Designs

Hello peeps, I would love to let you know that I have just kick started my career. I have my own business in which it is called MD Designs. My link is http://mandidavis.com and I just wanted to give you that link. I also want to let you know that I have another blog that I am going to be mainly using. http://mandidavis.wordpress.com is the link for that blog. So if you want you can always check that blog out.
I will use this blog to update you all on me but I might be using the WordPress.com blog. So yeah.

But here is an update on me:
I am almost done with finishing up the Fall Semester at Monroe County Community College. I have registered for the Winter Semester. I am currently finishing my Math 090 and English 151 courses and next semester I will be taking Math 150 and English 152. I am going to be majoring in Web Design. Thus the reason I made my own web site.

Well, I think this is it for now. I have to get back to writing my abortion essay. I don't know, maybe I will post it on my blog, might be my newest blog.
Later & Love,
Mandi Lynn
P.S. I am hoping soon that MD Designs will soon have it's own web site. Will let you know how that is.

R.I.P. Casey Calvert (1981-2007)

It was about two or three years ago when I first heard the bands first ever single, "Ohio is For Lovers".  Ever since that one single, I have been a fan of Hawthorne Heights.  I have been in the process of finding other single and when I did I would buy them from iTunes and put them on my iPod.

Well, recently I found out that Casey Calvert, one of the guitarist for Hawthorne Heights passed away just outside of Club 9:30 in Washington D.C.  Earlier that day or the day before Casey's death, they were in the area of Detroit Michigan kicking off their Wintour 2007.   The night of Casey's death they were actually in the club that their tour bus was outside of.

Casey was found dead on the Hawthorne Heights tour bus the next morning.  The death of Casey Calvert is unknown and probably won't be announced for at least 90 days.

OMG, I am so tired anymore!

So most of my friends know that I am working full-time and going to college part-time, they understand I am busy. Many if ask, when do you get any time to yourself? Sometimes I ask myself whether I can have time to just rest. Well today I realized that as I get older, I am going to want to do this and do that that all I have time to do is be BUSY.

Last night I had class. Math 090 which I had a test in and got an 85% on it. I did not even study for it. Most of the people I work with tell me, Man, your doing good for not studying. And yes I know that. Maybe I got this special thing that if I don't study, then I don't worry about whether I'll forget the thing that I need to remember for the test.

I also was scheduled for English 151 but I didn't go because I WANTED to go home and get to bed early, but I didn't get to because I was just 5 minutes from getting to were I live when I get to my phone. I was going to call one of my friends, but found out I had a voicemail. It was my mom asking me to go to my Uncle's house to pick up my grandma. So I decided I would turn around to go back to Monroe to get my grandma. I was hoping to leave shortly after my grandma got there but I decided to at least visit til about 8:20. I didn't leave til close to 9 o'clock.

When I got back into Dundee grandma wanted to go to Kroger so I was in Kroger til about 9:30 and I didn't get home til 10 so I wish I sorta went to English but not really.

So I am majorily tired and I think I am going to bed now. Sorry this is probably all confusing, as the title is OMG I am so tired anymore.