Caught in Organized Chaos


First of all I would like to take the time to all of those who support me, love me, care for me, and keep up with this site!! Without you all I probably still wouldn't be doing this. Even if there aren't much I think that this site is a potential and that is why I do not stop doing what I do best: blog, review, and just be me! Another thing I would like to say is that I have found a title for the site that is catchy and I love it! The new name is: Caught in Organized Chaos. I choose that one because it fits me. I have all this stuff on this page and it's all in an organized chaos!!

On another note I would also like to update you all on things that is going on with me. I'm not sure if I had told you all that I left Chris, but I did. Yeah things were going okay a few months ago but it was after the tornado hit in Dundee when I started getting a weird feeling. My feeling was then again was hit hard when Chris stopped me from doing something that shouldn't have been a problem. Once he pissed me off the last time I knew it was time for me to just leave, so I went to my parents, talked to my mom and then went back and left him. Things have been much better and easier for me since I left him.

About two weeks ago I meet Andrew! We have so much in common and care for each other that its not funny. We both are working, going to college and trying to focus on our future, yet finding time to fit each other into our far its working great and continues to get better each time. We both understand each other and that is what I have been looking for in a guy! I'm happy and continue to be made happy!!

Usher: Raymond v Raymond


Raymond v Raymond

$10.99 (iTunes)
Track Listing:
1. Monstar
2. Hey Daddy (Daddy's Home) ft. Piles
3. There Goes My Baby
4. Lil' Freak ft. Nikki Minaj
5. She Don't Know ft. Ludacris
6. OMG ft.
7. Mars vs. Venus
8. Pro Lover
9. Foolin' Around
10. Papers
11. So Many Girls
12. Guilty ft. T.I
13. Okay
14. Making Love (Into the Night)
15. More
This has to be the best Usher album that I have listened to since I've listened to Usher. With it containing my favorite song "OMG ft." with the top 2 tie of "There Goes My Baby" and "Lil' Freak ft. Nikki Minaj" I would have to say that Usher has done it again! I am looking forward to more Usher because he just keeps getting better and better!!

The Gift of Life


Jacky felt like dying, no one understood the pain that she was going through. Jacky had just been in a terrible car accident two years ago that had claimed the life of her dear friend Alan and almost claiming hers. She also had several medical problems since she entered middle school. She’s a survivor of cancer and she’s bipolar. Everyone knew that she had to be in a special house for the impaired. Though she wasn’t a danger to the world, she had to be there for her safety. Besides from being manic depressant, she is active in youth group.

Just recently she’d gone to a youth rally were the other youth groups that were from the same based church, meaning that it was a “assembly of god” church, met and made Speed the Light (S.T.L.) goals. Well, the last year she’d made a goal of $800 and actually raised $1,000. So this year she figured that she’d double her goal to $1,600. Though the problem was, she’d have to sacrifice a lot of things, but she was the girl that couldn’t sacrifice anything. Why?

Well, there’s nothing wrong with her parents. There bloody rich, but they don’t believe in God and they disowned her the day she started going to church. The only people that she called family were her boyfriend Kevin, her youth group, and the people that she lived with. What’s wrong with the parents that she lives with? Well, they’d give her the money in a heartbeat, but she didn’t want to get all the money from them in one payment. She’d want other people to help out. So she got this great idea, she’d share her story of how she was involved in the wreck.

This is her story:
“Almost about this time 3 years ago, I was involved in a car wreck with my ex-fiancĂ© Alan. Alan was a part of my youth group that I’m in now. He believed in helping the missionaries so bad that he’d make this big goal every year, he wanted to make $2,500. Though a year before he died we’d decided to get married shortly after we graduated and got degrees in what we wanted to succeed in. Well, that then put us to put our goals together. He’d raise $2,500 and I’d raise $2,500. This of course would equal $5,000.

“Well, we decided that instead of being procrastinators we would get moving right away. So after we were done, and on our way home from the rally, we called the local radio station and told them that we wanted to raise five thousand dollars for S.T.L. and that we needed the public’s help. Well, every time we’d listen we’d hear an advertisement about us. Well, within weeks we received almost 100 grand. But that wasn’t it, it kept growing. By time a year was done we’d raise over 1.5 million dollars. Higher then any one for S.T.L.

“Well, a couple weeks before we had a S.T.L. Youth Rally we were invited to Washington D.C. to receive an award for raising the most money for church. It was an honor. Though, of course it was winter and there was a drunk on the road, the drunk had collided with the car I was in and smashed it and left my fiancĂ© smashed between me and the other car; we both were fighting breath. I figured that we would both die but that I would be first. I could feel me bleeding from my heart but I didn’t know that it was minor.

“Alan started gasping for breath big time. Before he died he said eight last words, ‘Remember me when you are in the hospital.’ Then the next thing I know he died. I don’t even remember the ride to the hospital or anything because I feel asleep when Alan died. When I woke up I was told that he’d died in the hospital instead of in the car. He’d just fallen in a coma when I feel asleep. They said that I was lucky to be alive. An hour longer and I’d be dead along with Alan. They told me that they found that that I had an early diagnosis of lung cancer and that I’d be able to have surgery and not worry about dying or chemotherapy.

“I told them to go ahead. Within months I was able to go home. I still received my award and my real parents even came and visited me after I got out of the hospital. I told them that I didn’t want to see or talk to them because they weren’t always there when I needed them. My adoptive parents even told them to get out of the house. My youth group even was proud that they told me not to make a goal because I needed to concentrate on other stuff. The other stuff that I didn’t know about was a mystery, but I pulled through. I survived cancer and a car wreck that took the life of my love. I’m a walking miracle.

“With the money that Alan and I ended up earning bought missionaries what they needed. Then I heard that while I was in the hospital a local new station did a charity for me and they earned over 2 million dollars. That covered what I needed when I was in the hospital. Now I’m alive and doing well. I ended up finding a new love of my life and finding my dreams in live. All I ask is for one favor…

“…Donate for Speed the Light.”
The Gift of Life is ©2005

Avenged Sevenfold: Nightmare


Avenged Sevenfold

$12.99 (iTunes)
Track Listing:
1. Nightmare
2. Welcome to the Family
3. Danger Line
4. Buried Alive
5. Natural Born Killer
6. So Far Away
7. God Hate Us
8. Victim
9. Tonight the Word Dies
10. Fiction
11. Save Me
12. Lost It All (Non-Album Track)
Avenged Sevenfold has gone and done it again! With the album being newly released I have to say that there are good song so far on this album that has had me in curiosity since I knew that it was coming out. My favorite track on the album has to be "Nightmare" followed by "Buried Alive" only because I see were the lyrics are coming from. With much anticipation in hopes that this one would be better than the last two albums from the band I have to say that it is a 4 star album in my eyes.

From Paris With Love


From Paris With Love
Pierre Morel
John Travolta, Jonathan Rhys Meyers
92 minutes
With having watched this movie close to about 4 times I have to say that with everytime I watch it I start to wonder, what could have made this movie even better? Each time I can't seem to come up with the answer. So without going any further I have to say that this is quite the movie that I would definitely recommend to anyone who likes watching John Travolta.

John Travolta has starred in many movies, including Hairspray where he is playing a role of a lady. Many thought that Hairspray would ruin his career but I have to say that From Paris With Love would have to put Travolta at the top of my list for great supporting actor.

I would definitely recommend this movie!!!